HIIIII !!!

Today early in the morning went back school to do CIP.
thought that it would end late
but in the end it ended so early!!! it was damn early!!!
after that go for yang qin test and...
when i was practicing my song before the test, my instructor then tell me need to memorize the score if not will fail!!! WTF !! He expect me to memorize all the songs within a few minutes!!He should have tell me earlier lah!!!
then OMG i screw up the whole thing !!!!!!
some more the tester is a china women
think that her yang qin standard very high
so therefore i think i will fail -_-

*heard tat i am suppose to perform one of my yang qin grading test song on 8 dec
i don tink i want to do it
since i tink i fail the test already
wat more still ask me perform!